i close my eyes.
open them.
check the light switch.
twice.
lights on, lights off, lights on, lights off.
everything's in order.

Im not dreaming.
so is this reality?
Im not dreaming and Im very confused.
Im not dreaming but I still cant grasp the fact that Im not dreaming.
I guess I don't know what reality is, yet I built this up so perfectly in my head.

I have everything Ive ever wanted.
this can not be real.
there has to be a downfall.
I have to wake up.
I have to be dreaming.