"The only real valuable thing is intuition."

"A person starts to live when he can live outside himself."

"If A is a success in life, then A equals x plus y plus z. Work is x; y is play; and z is keeping your mouth shut."

"My religion consists of a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind."

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

wow

I really like it when my horoscope blows my mind.
It happens.
Sometimes.

“Our senses don't deceive us: our judgment does”

"Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler.”

Friedrich Nietzsche

correct.

“We are masters of the unsaid words,
but slaves of those we let slip out”

Rest in fucking Peace

my capo.



ugfhhhhhhhhdhfhfhfhff

I
still
feel
fucking
alone.

I'm just drifting away now,
moment by moment, day by day.
Till even my shadow seems to creep away.
&
all you'll have left
is a ghostly memory of what could have been me.

I want to be happy again

and I want things to make sense.
But I know that wont happen.
and I need to let that go.

I guess I want reason,
purpose,
meaning,
maybe understanding.
Or really just someone else to be lost with.
So we can make sense of every single thing together,
and only we will understand absolutely everything.

new role of film in my camera.

I lack courage

I always lack fucking courage.

ramble pt2

I miss having actual real conversations with people.
I can do it, I can manage it, but I don't care to actually pursue it.
I find myself allowing my mind to walk completely away as my face goes on autopilot.
I'm usually just off in my own little place, just thinking.
I can't even begin to explain.
Now you must realize I'm not complaining.
Not one bit, I'm completely aware off it.
I know I could have them with more people, but most people are the same.
Most people are just a repeat of a repeat of a repeat of a repeat of a repeat of someone else.
Most people don't seem to put much thoughts in their opinions.
They don't seem to break it down so they can understand it and figure it out.
I'll just sit there, and listen, watch them.
eyes, hands, knees and feet.
Everyone is the same.
Everyone picks up everyone's habits.
Well almost everyone's the same,
I really like the ones who aren't the same.
It is those few that I don't get
and well indeed those are the ones I want to discuss things with.

everything

is starting to blur
into a messy one.


:)

I'm enjoy this stage much more then I should.

peoplepeoplepoeplesheople

I forgot how much I hate people.
Now I must break it down
and figure it out.
So I may never forget it again.

life isn't real

so nothing is right.
nothing is wrong.
we can't start over
unless everything is gone.

there's a few more holes in these walls.
these holes are making me numb

numbnumbnumbnumbnumbnumbnumbnumbnumbIdontmindbeingnumbnumbnumbnumbnumbnumb

Life would be way easier
if I were easier.

ok so

Im have this huge bruise on the side of my thigh, from falling on my bike the other day.
and well anyways, the girls face tattooed on my leg is purple, it is kinda cool.


haha.
Ill take a picture later.
Because Im lame like that.

dear old friends

I stopped talking to you,
because
I don't know what any of you
would think this of me that is rising.







I really don't know what I think of her either...

"Every relationship is fundamentally a power struggle, and the individual in power is whoever likes the other person less."


"Everybody is wrong about everything, just about all the time."


"Life is rarely about what happened; it's mostly about what we think happened."

I feel betrayed and foolish.

:)

thanks chuck

More and more, it feels like I'm doing a really bad impersonation of myself.

your words

your words,

your words,

your words,



sound too much like words.