I should not of second
guess myself.
when will I learn to listen to myself?
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
guess myself.
when will I learn to listen to myself?
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I don't answer the phone,
unless my heart doesn't race,
most of the time it does.
Especially with numbers I don't recognize.
Sometimes, just sometimes, Ill answer when for some reason, I know it is ok.
and it is always ok.
But most of the time it isn't.
So I do not answer.
& that is indeed why I do not give out my phone number.
& if you do manage to get it from me,
it isn't my real one.
creeps.
(written because of creepy tattooed felon who would not leave me alone)
most of the time it does.
Especially with numbers I don't recognize.
Sometimes, just sometimes, Ill answer when for some reason, I know it is ok.
and it is always ok.
But most of the time it isn't.
So I do not answer.
& that is indeed why I do not give out my phone number.
& if you do manage to get it from me,
it isn't my real one.
creeps.
(written because of creepy tattooed felon who would not leave me alone)
what a week
everything is "somewhat" organized in the new loft.
hopefully I can create something for the windows, they are so bare right now.
hopefully I can create something for the windows, they are so bare right now.
ps.
why why why why why I need this
to the moon to the moon to the moon to the moooon to the mooooooooon
I keep reminding myself
"just fill this sketchbook,"
I'm halfway there, that is the furthest I have lasted.
I usually panic at this point,
hate all of it,
hide it, promise to find it anther day,
and start a new one,
swearing it will be better,
this one will be better.
Well this one is this one,
but I almost hate it.
I can do it.
The finished pieces will be worth it.
I'm halfway there, that is the furthest I have lasted.
I usually panic at this point,
hate all of it,
hide it, promise to find it anther day,
and start a new one,
swearing it will be better,
this one will be better.
Well this one is this one,
but I almost hate it.
I can do it.
The finished pieces will be worth it.
ask
and you will receive.
666.
artist loft.
already completely black.
with display windows.
Always walking audiences
daily off the streets.
& having friends to play guitar with,
as well as make art with.
thanx la.
666.
artist loft.
already completely black.
with display windows.
Always walking audiences
daily off the streets.
& having friends to play guitar with,
as well as make art with.
thanx la.
fiVe
I lay here,
only empty in my mind,
organizing my thoughts,
organizing my plots.
I lay here,
I here there tapping,
tapping of there toes,
there dancing,
sneak over
peak under,
and watch there show,
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
oh but only when
your mind is a complete and total mess
only then will you understand
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
only empty in my mind,
organizing my thoughts,
organizing my plots.
I lay here,
I here there tapping,
tapping of there toes,
there dancing,
sneak over
peak under,
and watch there show,
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
oh but only when
your mind is a complete and total mess
only then will you understand
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
watch the ghoul friends dance
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