I'm just gonna smile, be nice, be polite, and keep my mouth shut.


Yet I have 2 new people in my life that I am oddly comfortable around.
Whom are both worth holding everything in until I can see one of them.

and tell them all the stupid little details racing in my head.








I'm thankful.

void

i really don't know what I want.


but something is defiantly missing.









Will you at least try to be my friend?

Because through everything,
I really really need a friend who knows me.
And you are the closest one to knowing me.

I love accidentally rhyming

hello hello and hi insomnia.

I cant seem to fall asleep.

my mind is running wild.

thinking over every little thing.




why the fuck are girls so goddamn mean.

mean mean mean

they hiss and scratch

until the other one bleeds



it is simply the saddest little thing.



Im just gonna be nice to everyone I meet.

fuckTVs

did I ever tell you how much I hate television sets?

It's actually rather ironic being a film editor and all,

but I despise television.
I really really do.
I hate the time it steals,
and I hate what repeats for your eyes,
repeats for your ears.

Slowly brainwashing you,
telling you what to do,
what to think
and eventually retraining you on how to feel.



I wish society would ban televisions.
I hate that they are all of a sudden in stores and cars.



Tv time,
was my family time as a child
in my household.
That's were this hatred began.

oh Freud

"A belligerent state permits itself every such misdeed,
every such act of violence,
as would disgrace the individual."






Reading is a comfort.