night 3

I quit smoking weed and I just stay up and listen to nin...

I guess that's ok.

fuck you
fuck people
as long as I have my guitar,
banjo
and piano
I will never need a single person again.



except one person whom I hope will become my best piano friend.

tick tick tic tic ic ic ice ice baby

she stood
there

and realized

that nothing matters


that no matter what
time ticks on. nothing in this whole entire FUCKING planet matters.
that every breath of air is wasted.
we know nothing.
everything's an idea to make us feel better.
nothing will ever matter
ev
er

ev
er


ev
er

ev
er
my friend I'm sorry


everything
is
always
on
its

way

to
being
done.
finished.
and forgotten.

I dont care for much.

we all are already forgotten.

and you have already disappeared.