draft

Lets let our limbs entwine.
oh entwine.
entwine
entwine
entwine
unwind
unwind my mind
from the things
holding it captive
though the night.

im thinking about cutting my bangs

I
am
always
thinking
about
cutting
my
fucking
bangs.

but I'm not ganna do.
At least not today,
today
is not a bang cutting type of day.
nope, not today,
neither is tomorrow.
or
the day after,
or after,
or after,
or after,
or after,
or after,
or after,
or after,
or even after that,

oh god

Welcome back to realty.

Now I Remember why

I didn't want friends.
because I only trust
one person in this world.
and I can't even imagine
trying to trust anther
person with how much
I have hurt over
second guessing myself
about trusting someone.

And well how the hell
am I ever supposed to have
any actual friendship
If I can't trust anyone.

So here I am now,
welcome.
welcome.

"I swear to myself, never to second guess myself."
"I swear to myself, never to second guess myself."
"I swear to myself, never to second guess myself."
"I swear to myself, never to second guess myself."

Well..I swore to myself, never to second guess myself,
for here I am thinking about maybe, possibly, could be, second guessing myself.
"again, again, and again, and again,
again, again, and again, and again, and
again, again, and again, and again, and
again, again, and again, and again, and
again, again, and again, and again,
and again, an-d agai-n a-n-d aga-i-n
-a-n-d-ag-a-i-n-a-n-d-a-g-a-i-n
and again, an-d agai-n a-n-d aga-i-n
-a-n-d-ag-a-i-n-a-n-d-a-g-a-i-n
and again, an-d agai-n a-n-d aga-i-n
-a-n-d-ag-a-i-n-a-n-d-a-g-a-i-n
and again, an-d agai-n a-n-d aga-i-n
-a-n-d-ag-a-i-n-a-n-d-a-g-a-i-n
and again, an-d agai-n a-n-d aga-i-n
-a-n-d-ag-a-i-n-a-n-d-a-g-a-i-n
and again, an-d agai-n a-n-d aga-i-n
-a-n-d-ag-a-i-n-a-n-d-a-g-a-i-n

ahh

Matt got hit by a car.


Fuck

that

car.

ask and you will receive

ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive
ask and you will receive

Ask and you will receive.
thanks LA.
Sometimes you're worth
the shitty traffic,
and assholes everywhere.

do you ever

feel their eyes starring.
watching.
analyzing.
who knows what they could be thinking.
I just mostly wonder, "why do they stare.."
I feel lots of eyes lately.