such a charmer.

swooned.

you a complete hipster bullshit asshole.

but damn, im such a sucker for a sweet talker.

this is the last night I sleep in my bed.

then once again my belongings are stored far away and I sleep where ever I can.

life.

everything falling into place

It is funny.
Almost hilarious,
you are about to hit the bottom. RockBottom.
You seeing it racing to your face.
Any minute it'll win.
You've accepted it.
You are fine with it.
You take a big breath in and watch curiously.

Then out of no where.
You are in the clouds again.
Floating.
You feel empty,
you heart stops pounding.

Your whole world didn't crash down.

my minds been so odd.

Im so blank.

my thoughts are driving me insane.

leaving you made me realize how much i loved you.

I dont know what to do..

i ponder, as i sit and I wait.

I wonder, as I sit and I wait.

I dont know what Im wondering.

It's here and there.

Scattered on the floor of my mind.

Somewhat everywhere.

I walk though it, glancing.

Only touching with my eyes.

I don't know what I'm searching for,

I don't know what's mine.

nor do I know how I am where I am

but I somehow find myself content.

again, 3 years in fact.

& here when I am content.

I make no art.

From this muse I lack.

I play no music.

from this muse I lack.

Motivation has gone out the door.

I am here all alone.

it's funny how people work, how they fallow one in a little group.