i ponder, as i sit and I wait.

I wonder, as I sit and I wait.

I dont know what Im wondering.

It's here and there.

Scattered on the floor of my mind.

Somewhat everywhere.

I walk though it, glancing.

Only touching with my eyes.

I don't know what I'm searching for,

I don't know what's mine.

nor do I know how I am where I am

but I somehow find myself content.

again, 3 years in fact.

& here when I am content.

I make no art.

From this muse I lack.

I play no music.

from this muse I lack.

Motivation has gone out the door.

I am here all alone.