human.

So for the past 3 nights,
I have gotten 4 hours of sleep each night, well morning.
Yet all it has done is made me blurry and careless.

Your mind doesnt begin to dream until hour 2.
2 hours of dream.
So I figured I could maybe stop some, well the reoccurring ones.
The haunting one.

But no,
oh no no no.
No my idea was killed.
Killed fast and messy.
They are now just longer.
More vivid, and crazy.

oh these dreadful dreams
that make me feel
the happiness
that I can not seem to obtain
in real life.

How is it,
that I can feel this happiness
with just the thought of you....
this is unfair.




I am about to jump.