I hate this.
I f u c k i n g hate this.
waking up, and realizing that everything that just happened.
Just a few seconds before, in my dream isn't real.
and that you didn't say those things t o me.
that none of it happened.
It is not real.
And that is when it hits me all at once,
more then anything..
every single morning.
This is haunting me.