I don't know where this has come from..

I am finding myself so careless.

again.

With every little thing.

I don't know if this is really a bad thing.

I just remember slowly hating myself last time I was at this point.

The enemy's I made, were worth the friends,

but only for a bit.

So I find myself here,

but with a different outlook on people.

A completely different outlook.

Now this me isn't going to make me happy,

but has come knocking with knowledge

of how to get me out of this dark dark mess.