Hacking.

hmm.

I find myself here thinking about how much electronics and technology

rule my world.

I slowly hate myself for that, but I couldn't do what I do with out it.

So I must even out this feeling.

Find a balance.

I figure

I might as well have the upper hand.

Know the system.

Beat the system.

I miss having my nerdy friends to nerd out about this with.

I miss having people I could talk about the stuff I'm learning, exploring.

The things I'm finding myself capable of doing.

I can't tell people, the looks on there faces are too full of shock.

But my nerd friends laugh at me and say they already know.

Hearing there opinions, there thoughts.

Where they could take it.

You have no idea how far my mind wonders about defeating this virtual world.

As much use as the internet is,

I do so dread what it could become.