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Even my dreams have stopped making sense.
Fuck. Ugh.
I'm here, lost and empty, again.
That stupid word, again.
Once more yet again again again.
"you were the switch on the wall in the dark of the hall I'm still fumbling for"
This is where I am.
Trapped. Shut in.
Yet even the world in my head has collapsed.
Crumbled. My thoughts are just all over.
Here, there, everywhere.
& now my real world is on the edge,
ready to come tumbling after.
I'm facing more then one path,
my mind has grown tired of weighing out decisions.
I'm just dreadful again.
I have lost all this reason.
This purpose.
and even fucking passion.
I don't even feel like trying to find it.
I lack courage.
I lack confidence.
Just help me breath.