I keep reminding myself

"just fill this sketchbook,"
I'm halfway there, that is the furthest I have lasted.
I usually panic at this point,
hate all of it,
hide it, promise to find it anther day,
and start a new one,
swearing it will be better,
this one will be better.
Well this one is this one,
but I almost hate it.
I can do it.
The finished pieces will be worth it.