Now I Remember why

I didn't want friends.
because I only trust
one person in this world.
and I can't even imagine
trying to trust anther
person with how much
I have hurt over
second guessing myself
about trusting someone.

And well how the hell
am I ever supposed to have
any actual friendship
If I can't trust anyone.

So here I am now,
welcome.
welcome.

"I swear to myself, never to second guess myself."
"I swear to myself, never to second guess myself."
"I swear to myself, never to second guess myself."
"I swear to myself, never to second guess myself."

Well..I swore to myself, never to second guess myself,
for here I am thinking about maybe, possibly, could be, second guessing myself.
"again, again, and again, and again,
again, again, and again, and again, and
again, again, and again, and again, and
again, again, and again, and again, and
again, again, and again, and again,
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