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I enjoy looking at the dates on all the change I receive, and keep the few that excite me.
When I get nervous, or scared, or really if any emotion just comes out of nowhere, I get a rash all over my chest and neck, it has been the biggest inconvenience of my entire life.
I like to count, it calms me.
I have never once actually worried about my weight, I still eat anything I want, I just pretend to care.
I bet I smell like weed 80% of the time.
and I bet I'm high 95% of the time.
and I have to say 65% of the time I'm thinking about making out with matt.
Quitting cigarettes was pretty easy(I think me and Matt are at day 10).
I really love dreaming.
I miss my brothers.
I'm glad money doesn't make me happy.
I hate that Christians only fallow 4 out of the 10 commandments, because God forgives them for there sins.
I hate religion and the idea of religion.
I like to collect jewelry and odd charms.
Nail polish and hair extensions gross me out.
Same with fake eyelashes.
I take for-fucking-ever to get dressed. I try everything on, over and over and over and over again.
I really like riding my bike with Matt.
I really dislike cat hair, but I can get over for my cats.
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